In our house made of paper

Dentist update:

I went and did not end up running from the room. (Though I warned them ahead of time, just in case, all "It's not you, it's me. Only you know, its really me.") The dentist was surprisingly nice (I say this because I've had bad experinece and well, dentists scare me) and the nurses were nice.

Unfortunately, he was worried about my anxiety, so he didn't want to fill/fix the tooth that day, so I have to go back tomorrow. (He did however sand it down and it no longer feels like jagged glass cutting into my tongue, so YAY! Though I kind of wish there was more of an instantionous everything's instantly better miracle. But you know, take what you can get, be happy. And I am. I can actually swallow things now without it feeling like I'm trying to kill my tongue.

Thank you to Sunny and fluffyfrolicker for the well wishes, I will have responses for you. I've spent most of the day drained and with a major migrane. But I love you and offer you massive long distance hugs and appriciate them and all the good thoughts.

If anyone's up to it, I'll be back to the dentist early tomorrow morning, so well wishes about my anxiety would be appriciated again. Love you all, especially if you made it this far down in the post.

So this is my attempt to be more active this year with my LJ and post more. Because I kind of fail at that. So yay a bunch of random things!

+ I owe a bunch of people comments and I'm totally working on it, I promise, but I'm slow, prone to migraines, and have limited computer time lately. (Which makes me sad.) I'm also way behind on my F-list. If anyone posted anything awesome, let me know. ;D

+ I've been trying to write, but mostly I have a lot of unfinished things on my hard drive for a few different fandoms. But I have a mostly finished (I think) Chloe-centric fic that I might post soon, which will make me happy and be my first story posted of the year. But if anyone has any tricks about getting over writers block, please tell me them. I'll love you forever.

+ I usually don't rec things (though I should do that more), but I found this amazing AMAZING Chloe character study video set to "Human" by Christina Perri and everyone should go watch it and leave some love. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OcMB2FYyOoY

Its so beautifully done and the song fits Chloe perfectly and it has this wonderful segment on her and her relationship with her mother, something that's often ignored  but shouldn't be. And its just amazing. And if anyone ever wondered why I love this character so much, I feel like this video would explain it.

+ Apparently the HP fandom exploded recently. I was totally confused about what was going on for like a day, just knew that JKR had apparently made some comments. I do now know what the drama was all about. (I don't really have any big feelings about it all. Canon is canon, she's not going to rewrite the books. And I've shipped both over the years. So you know.) Despite the drama of it, it was kind of a nice reminder that the HP fandom is still going strong after so many years. HP was the first fandom I actively participated in (SV is the one I consider my first fandom, staying up late and reading fanfic I was probably too young for), the first one I posted a story in, where I got my first flame (and learned what a flame was), and learned what a beta was and got my first one. So really it introduced me to a lot of things. So its nice to see its still going so strong.

Also, I saw someone refer to this as JKRGate and it made me giggle. A lot.

+ I finally caught up with the last few episodes of Haven. A lot of awesome stuff and one sad thing. And now I'm wishing the new season would be here already and they haven't even started filming it yet. They got to get on that.

+ ( this is where I ramble about arrow a little bit. but mostly about thea. and walter. )

+ ( tvd talk, so more spoilers up to date )

+Also my sister bought me a SPN t-shirt and I'm wearing it and now panicking about what to buy her for her birthday that's coming up. She's way better at gift giving than I am.

So this has been floating around LJ and its three memes in one. So really, how could I say no to posting it.

(Most of my fandoms are on my profile page if your curious, I promise I'm working on a list to post. I really am. Also I'm sorry this is long but isn't under a cut. LJ hates me and kept disappearing it every time I tried.)

Send me a fandom and I will tell you:

My favorite character:
My least favorite character:
Most attractive character:
Character I would marry:
Character I would be best friends with:
A character I would kill off/remove:
A character I would bring back:
5 ships I like:
An unpopular opinion:
My canon OTP:
Non-canon OTP:
Most badass character:
Pairing I am not a fan of:
Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another):
Favorite friendship:

Send me a ship and I will tell you:

When or if I started shipping it:
What makes me happy about them:
What makes me sad about them:
My favorite scene with them:
Things done in fanfic that annoys me:
Things I look for in fanfic:
Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:
My happily ever after for them:
What is their favorite non-sexual activity:
What I think will happen with them in the future:

Give me a character and I will tell you:

How I feel about this character:
My unpopular opinion about this character:
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
My het ship:
My slash/femmeslash ship:
My OTP:
My OT3:
My non-romantic OTP:
My anti-ship:
A head-canon fact:

I'm still only half way sure what this, but its pretty easy to convince me to do things, or in this case just stumble upon things on my f-list and make myself want to do them. But its a fic meme type thing and it tells me to write angst, which is all that ever really seems to come out of me, so how could I say no?



+ following upupa_epops's example.

What: Tumblr Fic War

Who: Anyone who reblogs this reposts this.

When: Until everyone is actualfax dead, because this is WAR suckers!

Why: FEELINGS

What: Everyone who reblogs reposts is opening their ask box comments up to the most brutal, feelings-inducing prompts anyone who is playing can imagine. Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to take those prompts and DESTROY EVERYONE with them. Not just angsty stuff either, fluff can be just as bad, as many of you know!

Happy Pie Day!!!!!
Or thankgiving, whatever. I like to think of it as pie day. Whether you celebrate Thanksgiving or not, you should go get yourself some pie. Because, pie.