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lynzie914I went. I survived. YAY!!!!!!
No seriously, I didn't freak out/squeeze anyone's fingers until they lost feelings or try to run away at any time. I'm incredibly proud of myself. It wasn't a fun experience by any means but I did it. Honestly I think the worst part was after they gave me the anaceptic, because it made my heart race and the dentist basically described it to me as speeding everything up, but he didn't explain that until after I started having all of these feelings (apparently most people don't even notice the change in their bodies, to which I say, HOW?) and so I freaked out a little thinking I was having an allergic reaction/panic attack or both.
They should really tell you about that in advance.
My jaw still hurts and I'm nervous about eatting on that side of my mouth, but its over with. SO YAY! Thank you for all the good thoughts and wishes and love. And I love you all, you will be getting lots of comments today. And long distance hugs.
+Also, again, I'm going to try to catch up on comments and my f-list in general. So if I bombard your inboxes, sorry. Well, kind of sorry, lol. ;D
+Also, I feel terrible today. SO MEME TIME!!!!! (Not feeling well = memes in my life)
Give me a fandom and I will tell you:
• The first character I fell in love with:
• The character who is my ‘baby’:
• The character who I do not understand:
• The character that I think the show ruined:
• The most attractive male and female character:
• The character death that was the worst for me:
• The character that is the most like me:
• The character I think the writer(s) love:
• The character that I just want to be happy:
• My four favorite characters, past or present:
• My four least favorite characters, past or present:
(Most of my fandoms are on my profile, but feel free to shout out whatever you want. If I know it, I'll see what I can do. Also feel free to shout out more than one fandom, I don't mind/encourage it.)
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Date: 2014-06-22 10:15 pm (UTC)• The first character I fell in love with: Dean, definitely Dean. (Again I have a character type and he fits my male character type to a tee.) From baby Dean saving Sammy in the pilot to him reappearing and you can just see him wanting his brother back. The “Dude, I’m 26” And him covered in mud. And him escaping police custody so easily. And him pulling his brother out of the fire again. I mean this is just the pilot. The love only grew from there on out. He was just so wonderfully snarky and sarcastic but also broken and lonely and feeling second best and abandoned by the people he loves. And also the pretty. So much pretty. And all his flirting. And oh, if I didn’t already love him, 1x03 would have had me hook line in sinker. His failed flirting with Amy Acker’s character and his interactions with her son and how he tells him he’s brave ever day because that’s what he thinks his mother would want and that whole episode. If I wasn’t already in love, that episode would have sealed the deal and it was three episodes in.
• The character who is my ‘baby’: I’m going to go with Bela. Just because I have such strong Bela love and I know a lot of the fandom doesn’t feel the same way. So I’m protective of her character and story arc. And I just love her character. She's unapologetic about who she is and what she does. She does what’s best for her, because no one in her life has ever done that for her. She loves money and the lifestyle that she has. She knows about the supernatural but isn’t scared of it. And Bad Day at Blackrock, is just an amazing episode and an awesome introduction to her character.
• The character who I do not understand: Not necessarily one specifically, but the angels and so many of their decisions. It’s hard to get into their brains and figure why they think, okay, let’s go steal ourselves an apocalypse.
• The character that I think the show ruined: For me personally, Crowley has definitely had a number to him. I think it’s just too much of a good thing and suddenly its not so interesting anymore. Suddenly you want a new foil or evil for them to go after. And Crowley keeps popping up in all those storylines even when they’re not about him.
• The most attractive male and female character: Sorry to all the other many many attractive men on the show, but Dean definitely wins for me. It’s always going to come back to Jensen. And I think my girl crush on Lauren Cohen might make Bela win out, but really all the women are beautiful. Jo, Anna, Sarah, Carmen… (If only the show let them stay longer.)
• The character death that was the worst for me: Probably Sam’s death in S2. I know its not permanent, but I still cry everytime, and I can remember watching it the first time and just not knowing what the hell was going on because you can’t kill Sam. But Jensen, oh Jensen, his acting just sells it so well and so perfectly, how he keeps repeating Sam’s name and ending on that “SAMMMY!!!” and him holding him close. And the of course there’s the aftermath and Dean talking to Sam’s body and telling him how its all his fault and I just. I can’t watch those episode and not cry. And yet I watch those episode because of how perfect they are. (Also Ellen and Jo. God, when Ellen looks over at Jo when she doesn’t respond and she realizes that she had died. I just can’t. Bobby’s death also.
• The character that is the most like me: This question is really hard for all these fandoms. I always overly related to Dean, connected with him, but on the surface were nothing alike at all. It’s all the underneath/things he won’t say outloud things that I connect with mostly. Also early days Sam and his want to be normal. And some Jo in there, again her search and want to find out who she is, but she’s (they’re all) so much braver than me. And some Charlie and her fannish girl love and her awkwardness (that I love on her). Again, this question is hard.
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Date: 2014-06-22 10:15 pm (UTC)• The character I think the writer(s) love: Well I already talked about Crowley and how a little goes a long way for me and obviously the writers don’t feel the same.
• The character that I just want to be happy: This one, I’m just going to say everybody. Because I feel like this is the kind of show where no one is allowed to be happy for more than an episode (if that), so you know, everybody. Except the evil ones. No happiness for you.
• My four favorite characters, past or present: Dean, Sam, Bela, Jo (And Castiel, Bobby, and Mary. Oh and Jodie. And probably lots others. It’s just so hard to choose.)
• My four least favorite characters, past or present: Gordon, Gabriel, John (I have some issues with John, we go back and forth), and um…I’m sure I have more, but my brain is failing me.
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Date: 2014-06-25 11:29 pm (UTC)Abso-freaking-lutely, happiness for all, please! Except for the bad guys of course. :P
So many great characters so hard to pick two to fill the top four because of course Dean and Sam are my frontrunners for that. :D I would say Bobby and Ash complete that list for me. (Also, Chuck and the ladies you listed (while I do love Castiel he's another one who has run his course a bit for me, though obviously nowhere near as much as Crowley, also the fandom doesn't help either).
And I have John issues too. And Gordon is evil obviously.
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Date: 2014-06-26 08:16 pm (UTC)LOL, yep. Just spread the sunshine and cheeriness around to all of them. They desreve it. (Maybe we'll send it to them in Chloe form, so she can introduce some new happiness/snarkiness/wonderfulness to their lives. ;D)
I like your addition of Bobby and Ash. Ash was awesome and deserves lots more love. And I defentitely loved Chuck. (Though I don't like the theory of him as God, I prefer him just as Chuck the accidental doesn't know what the hell he's doing prophet who reminds us all how important toliet paper really is.) I still love Castiel and a lot of times I think he's the best part of the Angel storylines (though not always) but I do agree, that sometimes he feels shoehorned in or that I can live without him in an episode.
YAY! Another thing we agree upon. More issues we can have together too. XD
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Date: 2014-06-25 11:22 pm (UTC)Though just so you know I love Bela, maybe not with the same intensity as you and I don't actively ship her with anybody (my OTP of all OTPs gets in the way of that) I do love her and appreciated her for besting the brothers on several occasions. The boys need that every now and then. :) Plus, I love Lauren as an actress.
I agree the angels and their motivations/motives became increasingly murky with the seasons. I find it kinda sad that the show couldn't just let them be what they generally stand for, supernatural warriors of good and right, I mean if they're basically interchangeable with demons at this point, what's really the point of them.
Omg, I thought I was the only one who didn't get the big deal about Crowley, I actually never considered him to be a big bad, and suddenly he was and I was just WTH happened? And now it's just gotten ridiculous like you said in what all kinds of situations the show forces him into. But then what do you expect from a show that clearly has reached the stage where the showrunners/writers have run out of ideas.
Yes, yes, yes, Dean definitely wins in the attractive department. :D Lauren makes for a very deserving girl crush, I think I'm slightly more partial to Alona, so I would probably go with her as most attractive female, though like you said all the others are very attractive too (don't forget to mention Jared's lovely wife in your list of attractive females. ;))
Girl, we're so linked I first just read your lower part about the answer to worst death, and I was like I agree Ellen and Jo was BAD (and yes Bobby :(), tears were everywhere when I watched that, BUT SAM'S AT THE END OF SEASON 2 NOTHING (on television) WILL EVER BE AS TRAUMATIZING AS THAT SCENE! I was like you, like NO! you can't be serious, he's not really dead, Sammy's fine, not dead, it's just a severe injury they get him to the hospital and he'll be fine. And then he's lying dead on that bed and Dean's monologue and tears tears tears a waterfall of tears, they start at SAM! NOOOO! and don't stop until after the episode is done and I can distract myself. Sammy's death at the end of season 2 will never not make me bawl my eyes out. :.(
And I agree the character most like me question really is the hardest, though actually I'm probably most like Dean, like you as I said I relate the most to him and I'm definitely like him when it comes to his eternal deep concern for and protectiveness of his family, also his mediator role in the family though not just there, and I would like to think that I'm good with kids too. :) So, yeah, all in all I'm definitely most like Dean, with a dash of Sam because I do would like to get out and move away.
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Date: 2014-06-26 08:11 pm (UTC)Dean probably is my baby too, he's my guy and he's who I always want more of. But at the same time he has a huge fanbase of his own, so I don't feel the need to be so protective of him in comparison. Bela has those who love her and those who loath her (and totally don't understand her imo) and very few people inbetween. Which is why I appricate that even though she's not one of your favorites you still enjoy her/enjoy her place in the narrative. And yes, the boys defenitely need to be bested sometimes. Who better than Bela to do it?
Yep, I think the show has either gotten lost in the ideas of what they can do with the angels and how awesome it is to play with them/what they represent them as. Or they've just...gotten lost. IDK. There was some really awesome stuff done with them and I love a lot of what they did, stuff that would only work if they included the angels. But IDK, maybe they needed less angels or more breaks between angels or just more of an explanation. We get Castiel's POV often and we got some pretty good Anna POV (and some Uriel too) but most of the time it's just left up to interpretation. Or because of reasons. And if your going to go their I want the reasons.
OMG SOMEBODY THAT'S NOT ME WHO DOESN'T LOVE CROWLEY!!!! We really are brain twins or something. But yes, Crowley (as much as I like the actor) has never worked for me as the big bad type. He works really well as the 'take the opportunity' type, but not the big bad. And he's just constantly wedged into storylines and I just don't know if the writers just really love his character/the actor, so they keep him around. Or if they think the storylines are good (it's been going on so long it could go either way really). Either way, he's worn out his welcome for me, but I know they'll always be more of him.
LOL, was there any question who would win for the boys? Alona is a very good choice as well. I love her and she's all kinds of pretty. I always get excited when she shows up on my tv screen, even in old reruns of Veronica Mar's. She (and Matt Davis) were also pretty much the entire reason I watched Cult. (DUDE, I forgot both Ruby's. How wrong is that? They're both gorgous and should be listed.)
SEE TOTALLY LINKED. CROWLEY AND NOW THIS. But yes seriously, Ellen and Jo get me everytime, as does Bobby (and a few others Bela's death isn't shown but it makes me a little teary too), but nothing will ever beat the S2 finale with Sam's death. I like literally remember where I was watching it when it happened. That has to mean something. And it just, like you said, you can't watch it without bawling your eyes out and years later and Sammy's still alive and still makes me sad to think about. That's good writing/acting/broken hearted-ness causing on all their parts.
LOL, another answer the same. And I agree, I would say I'd want to be more like Sam than I actually am. If there was a category for who I want to be most like, it would probably be Sam. He's so much better at standing on his own two feet and able to move on from different problems/tragedies, and he got out and lived the life he wanted even if it was just temporary. He knew what he wanted. So he'd probably represent who I'd want to be more than who I am.