lynzie914: (Dean break down)
I am so behind on my Smallville bigbang. And its not the time to be behind on it. Two months ago when it was pretty much just an idea and a few notes jotted down, that was the time for this. Not now, with a wonderfully awesome artist and like a month to get it all written. But my muses aren't cooperating. They just look at everything that needs to be done and then run away. Far far away where I can't find them.

Not gonna lie, totally panicking! IDK how people do this so often, Big Bangs are hard! And suddenly I'm questioning everything, my plot, my characterization, my ideas for scenes that I haven't even written yet. And the possibility that characters are going to come off badly that I don't want to come off badly. And I feel like I have barely anything written and it leaves me all panicky, like there's no way I can get it all done by when I need it done. And I want to write, I really do, but it's just not happening! I've had this bad headache/possible migrane (sometimes I just can't tell which is which) that just won't go away and that's really not helping/possibly helping me panic more.


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Any chance someone feels up to cheerleading? Or kicking my butt into gear? (I'll pop it out so its easier for you to kick.) Or knows any way to get over the panic and writer's block they'd like to share? I'll take any suggestions, silly or difficult. I just really really want to get back to writing.

lynzie914: (Dean break down)
I am so behind on my Smallville bigbang. And its not the time to be behind on it. Two months ago when it was pretty much just an idea and a few notes jotted down, that was the time for this. Not now, with a wonderfully awesome artist and like a month to get it all written. But my muses aren't cooperating. They just look at everything that needs to be done and then run away. Far far away where I can't find them.

Not gonna lie, totally panicking! IDK how people do this so often, Big Bangs are hard! And suddenly I'm questioning everything, my plot, my characterization, my ideas for scenes that I haven't even written yet. And the possibility that characters are going to come off badly that I don't want to come off badly. And I feel like I have barely anything written and it leaves me all panicky, like there's no way I can get it all done by when I need it done. And I want to write, I really do, but it's just not happening! I've had this bad headache/possible migrane (sometimes I just can't tell which is which) that just won't go away and that's really not helping/possibly helping me panic more.


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Any chance someone feels up to cheerleading? Or kicking my butt into gear? (I'll pop it out so its easier for you to kick.) Or knows any way to get over the panic and writer's block they'd like to share? I'll take any suggestions, silly or difficult. I just really really want to get back to writing.

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This is a very big rant, written while I was still angry after watching the show. So read at your own risk. I don't expect anyone to agree with me about any of it, just please respect that I can have my own feelings. Read more... )

lynzie914: (Default)

This is a very big rant, written while I was still angry after watching the show. So read at your own risk. I don't expect anyone to agree with me about any of it, just please respect that I can have my own feelings. Read more... )

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