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[lynzie914]

A post full of randomness basically.

+Somebody should totally make me a Steroline video to Leighton Meester’s new song Heartstrings. Partly because I’m newly obsessed with it and partly because its perfect for the beginning of S5 and where their relationship is right now.

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I’ve been loving all the Stefan/Caroline scenes this season. Ship it don’t ship it, its wonderful. It’s all about their relationship, Caroline verbalizing everything so you know her part, whether she's verbalizing it to Stefan or not, and Stefan saying things to the audience that Caroline can’t hear, with his eyes and body. And even if its in front of Caroline, she can't see or hear it. And its horribly beautiful and I love it.

AND I LOVE ALL OF IT. I love Caroline resenting him for just leaving. I love him not being able to listen to her phone calls, out of everyone she is the only one he doesn't answer. I love her calling him a dick and walking out on him, because well, he was being one. I love her trying to get him to stay, opening up and asking him to stay, and him walking away. (A theme in her life.) And I love him dumping Ivy on her, leaving, and then returning, and her telling him she wishes he would just leave. And then this latest episode, where he doesn't seem to get it at all, doesn't apologize at all and Caroline leaves him there all alone, when he's finally gotten what he's wanted and tells him she doesn't want to be friends anymore.

ITS ALL ANGST. ITS ALL HORRIBLE AND WONDERFUL AND PERFECT AND I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.

Its all just such a wonderful progress for their relationship, Caroline growing less reliant on Stefan, seeing that he’s not always the hero, he’s sometimes the dick Salvatore too. (There is no good Salvatore Brother, its the secret no one's willing to admit.) All of these things needed for her to truly see him if a relationship is ever going to happen. And I’d like a slow burn please. :D (Though I also want to see their faces smooshed together, so show, don't let me down.)

But back to the song. Not all the lyrics fit but there’s lines like Now you're feeling all alone, I bet you're sorry now but that’s what you wanted. and You only did this to yourself. and finally, I was fighting, for you. Now I'm fine without you.

Seriously how perfect would that video be? I’d even take art or anything. It would just be perfect.

But then, I like a good angsty video...



+I have a lot of Arrow feelings. Mostly Thea and Felicity related (especially after the last episode). But I don't know how to voice them. Someone come talk to me.

+I'm rewatching S5 of Buffy at the moment. And I spent like half of last night bawling. Its probably my favorite season (though I'm glad the show doesn't end that season for many reasons), but yeah, it makes me cry. Dawn and Buffy and Joyce. I CRY.

+And a meme, because I love memes and sometimes they encourage my muse. sometimes they don't.

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[lynzie914.livejournal.com]

How I feel about this character: I love Cordelia, everything about her, flaws and her best qualities. I love that she reigned the high school, that she was introduced the world of vampires and just kind of rolled with it. It’s not that it wasn’t new or scary, but it was something she had to deal with so she did. And that’s what she continued to do with every new and scary thing in her life. Whether it was love and heartbreak or it was the visions or anything else life through at her; she struggled and she bled and she kept her important. I love that she became a hero, and she was a hero, but she never lost who she was. She became a fighter, but she still loved designer clothes and shoes, she became more powerful, but she still said the things no one else would say.
All the people I ship romantically with this character: I think Xander and Doyle’s relationship with her were important for character development (but I wasn’t really a fan of Xander and her) but it really comes down it will always be Cordelia/Angel for me. (Though occasionally in S2 I ship her a little with Gunn, but not in a sad it never happened way, more they had chemistry way.)
My non-romantic OTP for this character: Hmmm…Wesley? I always enjoyed their relationship and how different they are, but how they understood each other, and trusted each other, and they both believed in this mission they were on. And despite my love of Angel/Cordelia, I think while he gave Cordelia a chance, it was Wesley who first saw her for who she was/who she could be in S2 when she continued on with what she was doing, when he saw the toll the visions had on her, that she had grown. And that meant a lot.
My unpopular opinion about this character: Umm…I guess that I don’t think S4 destroyed her character. I mean, people have every right to dislike a season or what they’re doing with a character, but I don’t think it destroyed her character. It became clear that it was someone else taking over her body, it was never her, it was never Cordelia.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: That she hadn’t died. I like S4 and am fine with her being the big bad, or used as the big bad, but why they had to kill her afterwards seemed unnecessary. As amazing as “You’re Welcome” is and it’s a good ending, getting her back to her roots/who she was, it never makes sense to me why she couldn’t have woken up and just been a part of the team again.

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I was lurking on this journal, but am totally delurking because Cordelia/Gunn! And their chemistry! I am the same as you, and aren't sad that it happened but would have been into.