make me your aphrodite
Nov. 9th, 2014 12:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
A post full of randomness basically.
+Somebody should totally make me a Steroline video to Leighton Meester’s new song Heartstrings. Partly because I’m newly obsessed with it and partly because its perfect for the beginning of S5 and where their relationship is right now.
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I’ve been loving all the Stefan/Caroline scenes this season. Ship it don’t ship it, its wonderful. It’s all about their relationship, Caroline verbalizing everything so you know her part, whether she's verbalizing it to Stefan or not, and Stefan saying things to the audience that Caroline can’t hear, with his eyes and body. And even if its in front of Caroline, she can't see or hear it. And its horribly beautiful and I love it.
AND I LOVE ALL OF IT. I love Caroline resenting him for just leaving. I love him not being able to listen to her phone calls, out of everyone she is the only one he doesn't answer. I love her calling him a dick and walking out on him, because well, he was being one. I love her trying to get him to stay, opening up and asking him to stay, and him walking away. (A theme in her life.) And I love him dumping Ivy on her, leaving, and then returning, and her telling him she wishes he would just leave. And then this latest episode, where he doesn't seem to get it at all, doesn't apologize at all and Caroline leaves him there all alone, when he's finally gotten what he's wanted and tells him she doesn't want to be friends anymore.
ITS ALL ANGST. ITS ALL HORRIBLE AND WONDERFUL AND PERFECT AND I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.
Its all just such a wonderful progress for their relationship, Caroline growing less reliant on Stefan, seeing that he’s not always the hero, he’s sometimes the dick Salvatore too. (There is no good Salvatore Brother, its the secret no one's willing to admit.) All of these things needed for her to truly see him if a relationship is ever going to happen. And I’d like a slow burn please. :D (Though I also want to see their faces smooshed together, so show, don't let me down.)
But back to the song. Not all the lyrics fit but there’s lines like Now you're feeling all alone, I bet you're sorry now but that’s what you wanted. and You only did this to yourself. and finally, I was fighting, for you. Now I'm fine without you.
Seriously how perfect would that video be? I’d even take art or anything. It would just be perfect.
But then, I like a good angsty video...
+I have a lot of Arrow feelings. Mostly Thea and Felicity related (especially after the last episode). But I don't know how to voice them. Someone come talk to me.
+I'm rewatching S5 of Buffy at the moment. And I spent like half of last night bawling. Its probably my favorite season (though I'm glad the show doesn't end that season for many reasons), but yeah, it makes me cry. Dawn and Buffy and Joyce. I CRY.
+And a meme, because I love memes and sometimes they encourage my muse.sometimes they don't.
Give me a character and I will tell you:
How I feel about this character:
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
My unpopular opinion about this character:
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
My het ship:
My fem/slash ship:
My OTP:
My OT3:
My cross over ship:
A headcanon fact:
My gender bend:
(Fandoms mostly in my profile page. Otherwise you can just shout out characters until we get one that we both know. :D)
+Somebody should totally make me a Steroline video to Leighton Meester’s new song Heartstrings. Partly because I’m newly obsessed with it and partly because its perfect for the beginning of S5 and where their relationship is right now.
( Collapse )
I’ve been loving all the Stefan/Caroline scenes this season. Ship it don’t ship it, its wonderful. It’s all about their relationship, Caroline verbalizing everything so you know her part, whether she's verbalizing it to Stefan or not, and Stefan saying things to the audience that Caroline can’t hear, with his eyes and body. And even if its in front of Caroline, she can't see or hear it. And its horribly beautiful and I love it.
AND I LOVE ALL OF IT. I love Caroline resenting him for just leaving. I love him not being able to listen to her phone calls, out of everyone she is the only one he doesn't answer. I love her calling him a dick and walking out on him, because well, he was being one. I love her trying to get him to stay, opening up and asking him to stay, and him walking away. (A theme in her life.) And I love him dumping Ivy on her, leaving, and then returning, and her telling him she wishes he would just leave. And then this latest episode, where he doesn't seem to get it at all, doesn't apologize at all and Caroline leaves him there all alone, when he's finally gotten what he's wanted and tells him she doesn't want to be friends anymore.
ITS ALL ANGST. ITS ALL HORRIBLE AND WONDERFUL AND PERFECT AND I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.
Its all just such a wonderful progress for their relationship, Caroline growing less reliant on Stefan, seeing that he’s not always the hero, he’s sometimes the dick Salvatore too. (There is no good Salvatore Brother, its the secret no one's willing to admit.) All of these things needed for her to truly see him if a relationship is ever going to happen. And I’d like a slow burn please. :D (Though I also want to see their faces smooshed together, so show, don't let me down.)
But back to the song. Not all the lyrics fit but there’s lines like Now you're feeling all alone, I bet you're sorry now but that’s what you wanted. and You only did this to yourself. and finally, I was fighting, for you. Now I'm fine without you.
Seriously how perfect would that video be? I’d even take art or anything. It would just be perfect.
But then, I like a good angsty video...
+I have a lot of Arrow feelings. Mostly Thea and Felicity related (especially after the last episode). But I don't know how to voice them. Someone come talk to me.
+I'm rewatching S5 of Buffy at the moment. And I spent like half of last night bawling. Its probably my favorite season (though I'm glad the show doesn't end that season for many reasons), but yeah, it makes me cry. Dawn and Buffy and Joyce. I CRY.
+And a meme, because I love memes and sometimes they encourage my muse.
Give me a character and I will tell you:
How I feel about this character:
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
My unpopular opinion about this character:
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
My het ship:
My fem/slash ship:
My OTP:
My OT3:
My cross over ship:
A headcanon fact:
My gender bend:
(Fandoms mostly in my profile page. Otherwise you can just shout out characters until we get one that we both know. :D)
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Date: 2014-11-09 10:00 pm (UTC)While I am a Olicity girl, I have mixed feelings this season on it. The first episode was honestly TOO MUCH to me. Felt like they were trying to cram an entire relationship into 1 episode and then pulling the plug. That said, I love how Felicity handled it. I get tired of watching the "waiting girl" on the sidelines (*sigh for Chloe*). So I'm glad she told him now or never, and seems to have stuck by that. As for Thea, loving her this season. The whining - gone! Spoiled little girl too interested in her boyfriend - gone! Hello, strong young woman!
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Date: 2014-11-10 02:48 am (UTC)I think the first episode was just trying to be big and also included/excluded those five months of semi-peace (Arrow world peace) that we didn' get to see. So it was very high to low. But I'm like you, I LOVE how Felicity is handling it all. How you could see that she knew it was going to end, and even after the kiss that obviously that meant somethiing, she was still strong enough to say that it was over and walk away. And like you said, she has stuck to that, even when she felt like he might be reaching out to her, she knew it wasn't going to end with happily ever after--so she doesn't even try or move. And I love that.
I'm SO hoping that Thea/Roy is over. I was never really a fan of the ship and felt like it swalllowed a lot of her own possible storyline. So I'm glad she has her own now, one that puts her into it all even if they don't all realize it, and I'm hoping her and Roy/Thea stays platonic and they move on to more brother/sister relationship between her and Oliver. I'd find it much more interesting.
And I feel like my talk about Felicity will lead to a lot rambling, so that will be a seperate comment.
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Date: 2014-11-10 08:04 pm (UTC)I actually was pretty ok with Thea/Roy. I thought she was too wrapped up in trying to reform "the bad boy" but who hasn't fallen into that trap? That said, I would be curious to see strong Thea and Arsenal Roy interact knowing each other's secrets. They have both come so far. Though I'm not sure if I want to see it platonic or romantic. It would depend on how they react, I think.
As for Laurel, hated her from episode one. So my dislike of her predates Felicity. REALLY hated the little love triangle they tried to do (Tommy-Laurel-Oliver) in season one and glad they have since mostly abandoned Laurel/Oliver romance. Though I have to admit, last 2 episodes I have hated Laurel less. Still don't like her, but it is less virulent. My biggest issue with her is how weak she is and how unwilling to admit her mistakes. She may say "sorry" but never admits fault - this past week's episode is a perfect example. She called in the riot squad and inflamed the situation and never even admitted it was bad call. Just screamed sorry, let's move on. WTF? And last season when she got trapped in the debris and had to use the bow and explosive arrow, she whined about how she couldn't pull the bow before she even tried!!
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Date: 2014-11-10 03:16 am (UTC)How I feel about this character: I love Felicity. I love that she stands up for herself against Oliver, even from the beginning and she refuses to take his crap. I love how caring she is and how she cares about people she’s never met or barely knows. One of my favorite parts of her joining Team Arrow is that she did it to find Walter because “he was nice to me”, that that was her reason. She and Walter didn’t have a deep connection like he did with Thea, he was just a nice person who believed in her and she wanted to do the same for him. I love that she’s stubborn and human and that she fails sometimes or falls apart, because she’s not trained for this or she’s just…her.
All the people I ship romantically with this character: I sometimes overly ship certain characters. Felicity s one of them. Oliver, John, Tommy, Sarah, and I feel like I might be leaving someone out.
My non-romantic OTP for this character: I love her relationship with Captain Lance. Their interactions are so cute.
My unpopular opinion about this character: That you can like her and Laurel both, without it being some kind of issue. Felicity is one of my favorites and Laurel’s a little lower on the totem pole for me, but I like them both and hate that they get pitted against each other.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: I’d like to see more of Felicity at work. I love that she has the big office and a position she deserves for her smarts (though Ray Palmer could have gone about it better getting her). I want more literally the boss of her department Felicity. Luckily this is a thing that might happen.
My het ship: Second place ship, I guess; Diggle/Felicity. I know they’re really hasn’t been anything more than friendship, even a hint of it on the show, but still. I dig it. I love how protective they are of each other, how they understand one another, how their supportive of one another, and how they both give each other those knowing looks about Oliver that sometimes make me giggle. :D
My fem/slash ship: Felicity/Sarah. They were so cute together and they just worked.
My OTP: Felicity/Oliver. I fell for a canon ship? Who knew?
My OT3: Built in OT3: Oliver/Felicity/Diggle
My cross over ship: Oh. I Surprisingly don’t have one. Though I’d love to see her and other hackers from other shows, like Birkoff from Nikita or Root from Person of Interest.
A headcanon fact: She’s searched for her father before, tried to find him, tried to find out why he left. But there’s no traces of him after he left them and she couldn’t find anything. And she doesn’t know if that makes her hate him or if it scares her. All she really knows is that with all her knowledge she doesn’t know how to find him.
My gender bend: I honestly have no idea for this. I feel like I could come up with female actresses to play the part, but EB made the role so her own, that I’m having trouble coming up with a guy to play it. That and blonde.