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make me your aphrodite
A post full of randomness basically.
+Somebody should totally make me a Steroline video to Leighton Meester’s new song Heartstrings. Partly because I’m newly obsessed with it and partly because its perfect for the beginning of S5 and where their relationship is right now.
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I’ve been loving all the Stefan/Caroline scenes this season. Ship it don’t ship it, its wonderful. It’s all about their relationship, Caroline verbalizing everything so you know her part, whether she's verbalizing it to Stefan or not, and Stefan saying things to the audience that Caroline can’t hear, with his eyes and body. And even if its in front of Caroline, she can't see or hear it. And its horribly beautiful and I love it.
AND I LOVE ALL OF IT. I love Caroline resenting him for just leaving. I love him not being able to listen to her phone calls, out of everyone she is the only one he doesn't answer. I love her calling him a dick and walking out on him, because well, he was being one. I love her trying to get him to stay, opening up and asking him to stay, and him walking away. (A theme in her life.) And I love him dumping Ivy on her, leaving, and then returning, and her telling him she wishes he would just leave. And then this latest episode, where he doesn't seem to get it at all, doesn't apologize at all and Caroline leaves him there all alone, when he's finally gotten what he's wanted and tells him she doesn't want to be friends anymore.
ITS ALL ANGST. ITS ALL HORRIBLE AND WONDERFUL AND PERFECT AND I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.
Its all just such a wonderful progress for their relationship, Caroline growing less reliant on Stefan, seeing that he’s not always the hero, he’s sometimes the dick Salvatore too. (There is no good Salvatore Brother, its the secret no one's willing to admit.) All of these things needed for her to truly see him if a relationship is ever going to happen. And I’d like a slow burn please. :D (Though I also want to see their faces smooshed together, so show, don't let me down.)
But back to the song. Not all the lyrics fit but there’s lines like Now you're feeling all alone, I bet you're sorry now but that’s what you wanted. and You only did this to yourself. and finally, I was fighting, for you. Now I'm fine without you.
Seriously how perfect would that video be? I’d even take art or anything. It would just be perfect.
But then, I like a good angsty video...
+I have a lot of Arrow feelings. Mostly Thea and Felicity related (especially after the last episode). But I don't know how to voice them. Someone come talk to me.
+I'm rewatching S5 of Buffy at the moment. And I spent like half of last night bawling. Its probably my favorite season (though I'm glad the show doesn't end that season for many reasons), but yeah, it makes me cry. Dawn and Buffy and Joyce. I CRY.
+And a meme, because I love memes and sometimes they encourage my muse.sometimes they don't.
Give me a character and I will tell you:
How I feel about this character:
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
My unpopular opinion about this character:
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
My het ship:
My fem/slash ship:
My OTP:
My OT3:
My cross over ship:
A headcanon fact:
My gender bend:
(Fandoms mostly in my profile page. Otherwise you can just shout out characters until we get one that we both know. :D)
+Somebody should totally make me a Steroline video to Leighton Meester’s new song Heartstrings. Partly because I’m newly obsessed with it and partly because its perfect for the beginning of S5 and where their relationship is right now.
( Collapse )
I’ve been loving all the Stefan/Caroline scenes this season. Ship it don’t ship it, its wonderful. It’s all about their relationship, Caroline verbalizing everything so you know her part, whether she's verbalizing it to Stefan or not, and Stefan saying things to the audience that Caroline can’t hear, with his eyes and body. And even if its in front of Caroline, she can't see or hear it. And its horribly beautiful and I love it.
AND I LOVE ALL OF IT. I love Caroline resenting him for just leaving. I love him not being able to listen to her phone calls, out of everyone she is the only one he doesn't answer. I love her calling him a dick and walking out on him, because well, he was being one. I love her trying to get him to stay, opening up and asking him to stay, and him walking away. (A theme in her life.) And I love him dumping Ivy on her, leaving, and then returning, and her telling him she wishes he would just leave. And then this latest episode, where he doesn't seem to get it at all, doesn't apologize at all and Caroline leaves him there all alone, when he's finally gotten what he's wanted and tells him she doesn't want to be friends anymore.
ITS ALL ANGST. ITS ALL HORRIBLE AND WONDERFUL AND PERFECT AND I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.
Its all just such a wonderful progress for their relationship, Caroline growing less reliant on Stefan, seeing that he’s not always the hero, he’s sometimes the dick Salvatore too. (There is no good Salvatore Brother, its the secret no one's willing to admit.) All of these things needed for her to truly see him if a relationship is ever going to happen. And I’d like a slow burn please. :D (Though I also want to see their faces smooshed together, so show, don't let me down.)
But back to the song. Not all the lyrics fit but there’s lines like Now you're feeling all alone, I bet you're sorry now but that’s what you wanted. and You only did this to yourself. and finally, I was fighting, for you. Now I'm fine without you.
Seriously how perfect would that video be? I’d even take art or anything. It would just be perfect.
But then, I like a good angsty video...
+I have a lot of Arrow feelings. Mostly Thea and Felicity related (especially after the last episode). But I don't know how to voice them. Someone come talk to me.
+I'm rewatching S5 of Buffy at the moment. And I spent like half of last night bawling. Its probably my favorite season (though I'm glad the show doesn't end that season for many reasons), but yeah, it makes me cry. Dawn and Buffy and Joyce. I CRY.
+And a meme, because I love memes and sometimes they encourage my muse.
Give me a character and I will tell you:
How I feel about this character:
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
My unpopular opinion about this character:
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
My het ship:
My fem/slash ship:
My OTP:
My OT3:
My cross over ship:
A headcanon fact:
My gender bend:
(Fandoms mostly in my profile page. Otherwise you can just shout out characters until we get one that we both know. :D)
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How I feel about this character: I like the duality of Rory. I like that she was a hard worker and that she pushed herself to be number one. But that she crumbled when she wasn't. That the world broke her at times in the simplist ways, by just not telling her that she was good enough, by making her feel like she wasn't. That's something I can relate too. I think sometimes the world/her home town was too kind to her and therefore she wasn't fully prepared for what was to come, and interesting to watch. To watch her go between driven and knowing and completely lost and not knowing.
All the people I ship romantically with this character: S1 Dean, Jess, Marty (kind of) and Logan. I'm kind of canon with Rory.
My non-romantic OTP for this character: Rory and Lane. I have a lot of Lane love, so bias, but I love their friendship and how different they were and their paths on lives, how differently they were raised, but they are alike. And they do love each other and they have fun together.
My unpopular opinion about this character: Hmmm...I don't really know what's popular and what's not? I think there were times she was clearly in the wrong and I thought there should have been more follow through. But I'm kind of used to tv shows not doing the whole long follow through in the first place. I guess, I feel like she had the right to resent Christopher and his involvement in hers and to an extent Loreilai's life. Not because she was necessarily always right, but because there were obvious issues there and she was human and feelings aren't always built out of rationility, but wel, what your feeling.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: That her and Dean's last breakup had been more mutial instead of one-sided. It was obvious it wasn't going to work, but it always felt...unfinished because he just left. He didn't even say the words. So idk, even if it was just one-sided, I wish that it was more...explained I guess.
My het ship: Again, I'm going with second fav for this and the femslash ship, because of the OTP slot. So Rory/Logan. I know he wasn't a favorite amongst a lot of people, but I like what their relationship grew into and how they pushed each other. Though obviously not always in the best ways.
My fem/slash ship: Rory/Paris makes the most sense. I mean she'd never find someone as driven as her or as devoted to getting her her dream job, as Paris is, but Paris also wouldn't let herself fall into the background or think less of herself, as needed.
My OTP: Rory/Jess. They were riddled with problems, but for me their the kind of ship that grows into itself. Who they were at the end of the series was closer to who they needed to be to ever be healthily together. But I also think that he understood her the best of any of her boyfriends and that she understood him and fought to understand him, something that I don't think he had much of in his life.
My OT3: I...don't think I have one.
My crossover ship: Does it count if its not a ship? Just curiousity of how Rory would fare in the magical world/HP fandom. I think it would be interesting.
A headcanon fact: She loves her dad, she does. But once she was an adult, even a teenager, she started resenting him too. For all the years he wasn't there and all the things he missed. (This is kind of canon, but in my headcanon it doesn't go away. It remains there, even when she thinks she's moved past it.)
My gender bend: Again, I'm going with male counter parts...You'd have to probably change ages/think older Rory. But Zachary Levi, I think he could do the smart determined thing, but also have the baby-face/charm that Rory shows around town.