Logan’s hands steady her and his eyes dance with amusement and something else she doesn’t know. Sadness maybe. (Deep down, Logan’s sad, she knows that.) Longing maybe, but she doesn’t know what for. Maybe lower alcohol tolerance so he could feel like her. oh gods
Logan needing to experience through Veronica feelings and sensations he can't get to anymore - because even when she was innocent she was still full of fire and she must have been so beautiful to him then, so bright and happy and welcoming to the world.
(I now have headcanon that part of Logan's anger at Veronica in the early episodes were about losing her. The girl that was Lilly's best friend and wasn't fucked up like the rest of them and maybe - just maybe - represented some reprieve. Stood as a symbol of everything he lost before it was given to him. And then she went and made herself hard and strong and he couldn't hide from his own wounds when he looked at her anymore.)
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Date: 2014-04-23 10:25 pm (UTC)Logan’s hands steady her and his eyes dance with amusement and something else she doesn’t know. Sadness maybe. (Deep down, Logan’s sad, she knows that.) Longing maybe, but she doesn’t know what for. Maybe lower alcohol tolerance so he could feel like her.
oh gods
Logan needing to experience through Veronica feelings and sensations he can't get to anymore - because even when she was innocent she was still full of fire and she must have been so beautiful to him then, so bright and happy and welcoming to the world.
(I now have headcanon that part of Logan's anger at Veronica in the early episodes were about losing her. The girl that was Lilly's best friend and wasn't fucked up like the rest of them and maybe - just maybe - represented some reprieve. Stood as a symbol of everything he lost before it was given to him. And then she went and made herself hard and strong and he couldn't hide from his own wounds when he looked at her anymore.)
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